thinking

Laying here down with thoughts conquering my tiny brain 

I try to find solace from this puzzled pain.

I looked at your pictures

Memories flooding my brain

Good times we shared seem to drown my pain.

Reminiscence about the night we were together

Up on the terrace

with you, me and the syntex barrel.

I, creating a facade of being oh so happy

And you so engrossed with yourself.

It's funny now that it has all ended.

I console myself with the thoughts

that maybe we were just good friends.

Deeper down I wonder

Was it just a case of unrequited love from my end!

Did you even care about how I felt?

Or was I a part of your game.

Well... Strange is love

 Stranger is life,

And I guess some things are best left unsaid.